"Even when you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you just need to pull your feet up under you, use your legs, and lift that bitch." - Heather Marie
To say it simply, I hope without sounding too
cliché, life is like a roller coaster. One day, things are going smooth with no
surprises and then the next you’re going around a loop holding on for dear
life. Things are not always easy and what we want in life will rarely be handed
to us. If you truly want something, it may take going through a few loops.
Today is a new day and a whole set of emotions are
flowing through my mind like a whirl wind. I can count the months till
graduation on one hand and what I once longed to see in my near future, is now
so close it is almost overwhelming. The concept of graduating and starting a
new chapter in my life that no longer involves exams and tedious projects is
something that I honestly cannot wait for; but everything else that follows,
not so much. For three and a half years I was able to enjoy the ignorance is
bliss approach and brush all that follows graduation under the rug to deal with
later. Now that it is so close, there is no more hiding it under the rug; the
time is coming to deal with the responsibilities. Seems so simple, but the
question is, will the bad that follows graduation take away from the good?
The road to my dreams lies just in front of me, but
it is hard to continue down the road when you see the inevitable road block of
student loan debts and unemployment standing in the way of my desired future.
The easy solution would be to just drop my dreams off on the side of the road
and focus on getting past the roadblock, but if I put my dreams aside, how do I
know that I will return for them? How do I know that life and practicality
won’t change my dream in to the expected?
It seems we are now at
the crossroads. The easiest route would be to leave your dreams on the curb and
hope you would one day return for them, but to be successful and truly happy,
one must not be afraid to take the road less traveled.
Till next time.
xoxo - Heather Marie
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